Great Sycamore

Rainwhisper padded toward the tree and sat down growling at it too. "Darn stupid everything. One life is all I have left maybe I cna take another... Who would care? " She growled again, at the tree. She was going crazy again. You wouldn't care either! The black female began to walk backwards, maybe she could make herself forget instead of dying. She took a deep breath, ready to hit the tree. She had reached the lowet level.

Rainwhisper talked from the bush, struggling slightly to free herself from its claws that snagged at her fur. Her eyes widening she pulled back and more harder. She wriggled and flailed and thenshe stopped. It was as if the bush kept pulling her in, "What things? the never being mates thing? Seriously?! Is that it? is that all? that why you rushed past me. You'd think someone could get over a few mild words. Whats wrong with caling it friends? Does it bother you? It bothered me with so many hovering around, I'll hurt everyone, wait too late."" She kept pulling and sighed, only way to go was forward but that was what the bush wanted.

Rainwhisper growled and pulled against the bushes pulling her head back. "Yeah, yeah just leave. Don't let me answer, ugh everyone is an idiot. Do I not have te right to be mad? Cross? Sore? Hurting? Do I not have te right to make a freaking mistake!" She sat down a snarl elegantly painted upon her black wolf lips.

Rainwhisper's fur was ruffled everywhere. er neck fur spiked up, her body fur rubbed the wrong way. Her tail was fluffed and poffy looking. She looked up at the dog, te anger fading from her eyes. their shining blue-ness began to fade before the dogs eyes and Rainwhisper slumped down. Her white paws were muddied and looking closer the fae had really let go. Se wasn't the prettiest female but she wasn't horrid eiter. She had kept well groomed er fur never going the wrong way. Now she looked like some rogue who rarely cared about anything. Se siged and looked at the dog her eyes not even reflecting the blooming leaves on the tree. "Yeah, well stuff happens. It's too late... sorry for snapping at you earlier... I'm not feeling well..." She covered her face with her muddied paws and her breathing just seemed to slow...

Te female had half a mind of running to the gorge and jumping. She siged softly and stayed motionless. She could have been thought dead was it not for the faint barley visible rise and fall of her sides as she breathed slowly, quietly barely enoug air for everything. Her eyes stug, her paws ached. She lowered her paws and flopped onto her side. She would lie here.

Rainwhisper sighed softly and looked at the dog. She kept lying there in the dirt huffing every so often. "I was... no I am in love with a brute. I really am, but the word mate scared me. My first mate... he was killed by dogs protecting me and the newborn pup. My crush was killed while I was gone. I'm afraid to love, i'm afraid of the word mate or couple. I fear they too will die. So I refused being called mates. I left he got mad blah blah blah. Life is over... now fair warning. When i get up... i will attack you. You will attack me back. Deal?" " She sighed still lying on her side looking like she wouldn't get up in forever.

Rainwhisper raised a brow. "Do i look like i'm playing. Nope. Now... " Rain stood up and looked at the dog. "i have a cliff to jump off of..." Rain took a step forward before stumbling. she blinked and panted before getting up again. If the dog wanted to it could attack her but for some reason she knew the dog wouldn't. "My name is Rainhwisper. If i... if I... ugh..." She dropped her head, panting. "Again I'm sorry." She forced herself to stand up and began to walk away. Her steps were slow and unsteady and she would kneela few times before disappearing in some nearby bushes.